sherlene
the girl's 18. stuck on a small island, also known as the little red dot on the global map. presently living a mundane life contributing to the unemployment rate and chionging driving lessons are what she does nearly daily. well, here records some of the interesting and amusing moments she enjoys. :D

turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D


Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)


get it in stores 2 or 9 May depending on your region!


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hooligans crashed & graffitied.

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Montag, Januar 31
9:02 PM

wah cao. this is terrible lah!
i didnt realize. he was so idiotic can.
i mean. dont need to 光明正大 can?
its unfair to kristen lor...
so shat lah u. i hope u read this.
then u can go reflect.
you can call be bhb or whatever.
i really think i shd get to the bottom
of this. cos u piece of crap-;
u're cheating my friend's feelings.
blardy arsehole. idiotic goondu.
didnt expect you to actually behave
in sucha way. i really tot otherwise.
you dont look that kind.
i must never judge a book by its cover.
but first impressions count.
and u aced that. but now,
all's wrong yeah? go ahead and
do whatever you please.
ugh.

anw. got back amath today.
didnt fail too badly.
which is a slight improvement.
but. i certainly could have
done better. all cos of tt
binomial thm qn! bahh!
if there was more time,
could have done it mr ng's way.
at least he taught the general
term formula. which mrs geh
didnt go into detail of. sigh.
oh wells. still failed overall.
i must work hard.
excel in differentiation!
that is. if i get rate of change
ok. soon. 哦please.

sigh.
-我们真的看错了你...
我都以为,你是那种,很有品德的...
但,我错了.
there's no turning back now.
its what lies ahead.


Sonntag, Januar 30
6:56 PM

Gino !;)


hey! its gino's bdae todayy!
haha. and i tink he has
come back from the army alr?
dunno. hope so. anw.....
mum and dad are in JB now.
buying the cny goodies.
sigh... after new yr,
it'll be chi O's alr!!! dammnit
lahs... time is gg tick tick
tick tick tick tick...
and yuppp... we're all ageing.
cannot tahan it anymore!!!
life is so meaningless..........
had chem tuition today...
rate of rxn practice...
abt sch. yah...our class
is proposing the raising of
funds for the tsunami victims,
also for valentine's day thing.
its sucha great idea lors! =)
just hope ms hamidah approves
it!! it rocks. i love 4e6 '05.
ladeedaa... haha.
anyway, i changed layout AGAIn.
all geraldine's fault lah.
pass me the bug of layout
doing... every week sian alr
just go do layout~
i'm running out of ideas alr.
bahhhHhhh....
oh wells. tick tick tick.
gotta go back to do em!! =((

Samstag, Januar 29
8:59 PM

hehheh. had amath tuition today.
heng no minima/maxima test.
phew. heng man!!! 2 hrs today.
yepp... blah blah. practiced again.
went to dr djeng today.
he changed my braces to this
chain-like thing. bahhh!!!
so tight. horrible. incorrigible.
but he took of the rubber bands!
yay! halleluah! God is gracious.!
then went to stupid HOS. closed can.
i mean so weird lor.
they only open from 2-8pm! my tian!
tskkkkk. so have to ask cheh help me
collect my gedou tmr. SIGH.
then went to meet mum@ centrept.
ate lunch. beef noodles. not nice...
but the beancurd was yummy! haha.
not taupok. beancurd. LOL. =P
then went to OG... OP gt 30% sale.
bot a skirt-short for cny.
i need more new clothes.
bahhh... mum is stingy.
where are my secret friends?
ahhhH! hahah... ok.
gtg study emath alr. practice trigo =X.
not my type.

Freitag, Januar 28
8:56 PM

ohgoodnessme.
i dont see the point.
of looking forward to
something. and then.
it comes to an end.
i mean. all good things
must come to an end?
must it? why cant it just
last forever? life is getting
draggy for me. and im just
too busy to enjoy the
greatest pleasures of life.
and they say its only
9 months away. cant u
just gimme a damn break?
im not a robot, you know!
i so hate my life. i so hate it.
mon- study for ca.
tues- training
wed- gym + am tuition
thurs- chinese tuition
fri- training
sat- chi tuition + am tuition
sun- chem tuition
--i have no total freedom.
i wanna go see all those
stars. there's wallace tmr.
angela last wk (i tink)
and prolly more to come.
i so stressed. bahhh!
im looking forward to
chinese new year,
but after that,
its pure studying all
the way already.
i dont get it. will this
do good to us? sigh.
the world is cruel.
the world is mean.
i can tell someone else
to cheer up. but i cant myself.
how ironic. am i like kingshaw?
i tink im becoming like him.
the world is just like Hooper.
the society is his game.
i get tormented and tortured
and taunted. and i dont wanna
suffer anymore either. BUT,
i dont wanna end up like kingshaw.
i wanna be someone happy.
i began to realize.
school years are gonna end.
somewhere in the near future.
its 2 years of jC and the the uni.
i wanna stay in sec sch.
i dont wanna grow old.
you may laugh, you may insult.
whatever. this are my thoughts.
im human. im not you.
training today.
uncle rick's ok...
got stuck @ 1 step for ages.
bahhh. and he said u cant smile.
which is like. -_-
eh! i threw the ball...
then like... arh. forget it.
no use crying over spilt milk anw.
school today was very laggy.
lotsa work to do. theories to learn.
and mrs geh is mad.
she's gonna return both
AM cas to us on mon.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
im so friggin happy!!
like UHHUH. exuse me.
i dunnid to go home and
face my parents alr.
thanks so much.
full of shat lah.
i dont wanna study anymore.
practice makes perfect.
does it? its killing me!!
i totally miss 56.
i miss 183.
i miss 7f.
i miss whoever there is.
it so freaking sucks.
my life has no peaks.
i have nothing to look
forward to. cos i dont
want anything to end.
i just want time to freeze.
am i being very selfish?
i think i am. but,
its killing me!!!
i just need it so badly.
i can think no more
happy thoughts.
i have none.

Donnerstag, Januar 27
7:48 PM

i think i sprained my wrist. either tt or my wrist's dislocated. so now im onli typing wif my friggin leftie. wont type much. i just haf to say...... typing with the left wrist is damn pathetic.

and i sprained it cos of the dumb bells. i tink. gym's nt good for me. except for capt's ball. owwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Mittwoch, Januar 26
10:37 PM

argh. my dad.
is so friggin
horrible!!!
bahhh. he's
checking on me
every 10 mins
to see whether
im studying
or hanging out
on the com!
gimme a break
lah! its like the
4th week only
lor. wth...
i 'm stressed!
ahhhhhhhhh!
and he wants a
timetable. oh gr8.
how nice.
GOD, please
save me.
i need your help.

9:50 PM

laaaahhh... im depressed.
depressed cos amath sucked.
yes it did. it was horrid.
i wished ms yeo would retire
soon. cos she's murdering us
with her amath pprs.
i dont like miss lui. well, i
think she's very niaooooo.
owells. i did well in my
cumulative frequency graph.
14 1/2 upon 15. 1/2 mark for
the stupid no of plants thing.
bahhhh.
changed my template. yay!
haha. had to try all the scripts
and stuff. cos some didnt work.
heh. =) oh wells. its so cute.
haha. yepp... sch was very busy.
ohyah. had this dumb nutritional
talk yest. so lame lah. can eat chocs
and stuff. but its fattening!! like,
hello?! ohwells.
physics ca today. brought my mood
up. praying i'd do well. it was ok.
im glad i managed to do it. =)
had gym after school.
poor kristen fell while running
and sprained her ankle.
pigs trotter! sigh. =(
no PE or trng for 6 weeks.
roll-off! tournament! darn!
i mean... its like... so wasted.
and she trained so much during
nov/dec hols lor. =( kris! tc kae!
yepp. and just now had amath
tuition. mr ng's just too funny.
ask him to stop me from laughing
too much can. -_- haha. but i pay
more attention this way.
did rate of change prelim qns.
i prefer minima & maxima!! ahhh!
and once again, i stress that...
i tink ms yeo shd rest her brain cells
cos they're overworking themselves.
it'll be bad for her health. she shd
be kinder and set easier papers for
us. even if it means to force us to
drop amath. but i wont. cos amath
is funnnn~ =) yay. haha.

Montag, Januar 24
5:11 PM

i was searching and searching. and i couldnt find anything. did fate determine it this way? i hope not. i seriously do.

its just that some very NICE people dont wanna help. HA.HA. how sad eh? horrible indeed. ok. i have to go study alr. im just sad. sad i dont even have the chance... well, not yet. hopefully sometime soon. ?? i hope. i pray. i want it.

tmr's amath ca. im stressed. i dont like p&c. so confusing!! ah! permute and choose. ~~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *pulls hair* and mrs geh is infuriating me more! i went to her with mr ng's qns, then she was like, where did u get this from? then i said, tuition. then she said, why dont u ask ur tuition tr then?! then simin was like, errh cos my tuition's on tues, hers is on wed. and mrs geh then made this funny face. i mean. its like. she's our am tr, and she's so reluctant to help us clear our doubts? she shd learn to be like mr ng man! all the tkgians think he's so devoted. LOL. he is! and funny. so we dont fall asleep. hahahaha. and i tink i learn more during tuition too. just hope, i wont get distracted cos of....

Sonntag, Januar 23
12:31 PM

hahaha. i cant believe im caught in this trap man... sigh... i dont realli noe whether its totally true. but, i want it to happen. hmmms... anw. had 2 1/2 hrs of amath tuition yest. whoa. and i managed to concentrate thru it man!! amazing. LOL. haha. first was rate of change. which i understand more now. and then had coordinate geometry... yepp... you can say tt i'm prolly looking forward to amath tuition now? i dunno. it depends eh?

oh wells. tt's abt all. my day wasnt tt fantastic. i hope something does happen however, spent abit of last night thinking abt it... i really wish it does happen.

awaiting your guidance-
in something i really need.

Freitag, Januar 21
7:07 PM

55663Happy birthday!
happy birthday to 仔仔 too! 加油哦! =)

today's hari raya haji. supposed to be a public holiday. but had amath tuition in the morning. which was erm. "fruitful"? haha. binomial theorem wad. and... *ahem. haha. i shant talk more abt the *ahem. yet. until i confirm whatsoever. so yeah. haha. but omg lah! oshits. *hoo--zaaa*.

came home and surfed the net. been surfing the net alot. i should be feeling guilty. oh yes i am. haha. supposed to be studying physics now. but i shall put all my heart and soul into it later. uhhuh. yes, i will.

school yesterday was ok. supposed to be the netball thing. but they asked us to invent this stupid game. bah. i wanna netball! trust me to be so looking forward to PE man. it so sucks. urgh. and miss ann's stupid running-arnd-the-court thing. o come'on! i'd rather run around the school. =.= and ms tee didnt come for physics. think she went to fetch the sec 3s... from obs. bahh. so we were left to fend for ourselves against the "waves". (pun intended. - LAME) uhhuh. zara and i shared mp3. lol. it was nice listening to 56's new songs. but obviously, zara was more interested in the english songs in my mp3. which the eng songs make up a mere 3% of the songs inside it. HEH. and chem prac was fun! i love pracs... esp chem! haha. thermal decomposition. yay!

the jnrs came back from obs. seems like all the classes were @ residential isit? owells. gerry was at livingstone, which doesnt sound familiar to me at all. hmmx. its the names of the explorers and stuff? haha. and yah... i have no clue wad they did less than us tho. cos i cant specifically rmbr wad happened le. but belaying! and the inverse tower and the quarry! and the sick bay! and erh. ocrap. mass runs in the morning. lol. and yes! the kelong camp! haha... lalalalala. hmms. tt's abt all yeah?

today. 56 成军3周年了! so fast. hope they'll last like forever. even tho our 老人 is getting more 老 alr! LOL. heard can collect 格斗 alr. but gots no time. and here i am slacking my heart away on the computer. bahh. i hate my life. i hate me. i hate the world. shitcrapblahspamgoodnessdubercoo. whatever.


7:03 PM

Magic奇蹟 : 5566

詞/曲:Russ Ballard 中文詞:柯呈雄 合聲:5566+祝鏘博 編曲:林岑芳 插曲/演唱:5566

We can do Magic We can do Magic
在最後的重重一擊 眼前只剩下一片昏天暗地
所有勝利都變成了嘆息 我沒了呼吸
而你的聲音 在我耳邊響起 是你要我 別太輕易放棄
拿這生命去創造奇蹟 最後聖戰它已來臨 We can do Magic
每一關 每一秒 拼命的熬 Magic 每一顰 每一笑 都讓我忘不掉
我這顆心 只為你而跳 無處可逃 不曾被擊倒 一定做到
你的心中永遠的驕傲 最後倒數到1 當我看著你深情眼睛
那麼心疼又那麼熟悉 我想起你 你賜給我勇氣
我為了你 把命都豁出去 不再有恐懼 相信我一定可以
我絕對不認輸 或怕任何的打擊 我曾經那麼的無助 你讓我不在傷心

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Open Arms:5566

詞/曲:Steve Perry/Jonathan Cain 插曲/演唱:5566

Lying beside you, here in the dark(躺在你身邊 漆黑一片)
Feeling your heart beat with mine(感受著我和你的心跳)
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere(你輕輕的呼吸 是這麼的熟悉)
How could our love be so blind(我們之間怎麼會盲目錯過)

We sailed on together(曾經我們共度一條船)
We drifted apart(又被無情的沖散)
And here you are by my side(你終於又回到我身旁)

So now I come to you, with open arms(現在我敞開雙臂 迎向你)
Nothing to hide, believe what I say(相信我 對你的愛毫無保留)
So here I am with open arms(我站在這裡對你敞開雙臂)
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me(你的愛對我的意義 希望你了解)
Open arms(我敞開雙臂)

Living without you, living alone(活著沒有你 孤單的死去)
This empty house seems so cold (這房子空蕩蕩又冷清清)
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near(好想擁抱你 渴望你靠近)
How much I wanted you home(這個家多希望你也在這裡)

But now that you've come back(現在你終於回來了)
Turned night into day(讓我的黑暗變成白天)
I need you to stay(我需要你留下來)

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Won't Give Up 永不放弃: 5566

OT:I won't give up 中文詞:胡如虹 演唱:5566

風 停了它又吹 汗乾了卻又濕了好幾回 我看見 你眼中的淚
不該讓你陪著我受罪 看你搖著頭說不後悔 要我放心勇敢往前飛

I won't give up Take my hand 因為有你的愛當我的信念
夢再遠 也要追 不管前方暗藏著多少危險 一定是藍天
我 拼了命去追 這一路上有太多是與非 錯或對 我又能問誰
只求自己問心後無愧 跌跌撞撞也許很狼狽 多少次我笑中帶著淚

I won't give up Take my hand 因為有你的愛當我的信念
夢再遠 也要追 不管前方暗藏著多少危險 一定是藍天(You know I won't give up)
在夢裡面 我看不見 你的臉 心要碎 而地毀滅 不會變


Mittwoch, Januar 19
10:18 PM

erh. short post. today didnt go for gym. thigh muscles hurt like shit. and had tuition. amath tuition. wonderful. -_- rate of change. wanna die man. kena sai. bahhh. yay. got gedou's full songs le... all of em. they rock. haha. ok. zoom out.

Dienstag, Januar 18
7:59 PM

bahhhhh. training today was erm. stressful? practiced spares like shit. uhhuh. and yepp. pin 10. must like spare pin 10 3 times in a row. HA! easy-peasy eh? crap man. firstly, my ball hooks alot. secondly, it still hooks alot. so even though i aim perfectly, the ball hooks the VERY LAST min. and then, its like 1 board away from the pin itself. *bangs head on wall. oh gosh... blah. got 2 2-in-a-rows. and then. HAHA. 1/2/3 friggin boards!!! damn. sigh.

chem ca today was. not too smooth. mcq was ok. then the open-ended. stupid mole concept qn. argh!!! XP blah. sickening. ladeeda. ms tee's a good teacher. haha. i like physics now. haha.

and yes. been home since training and doing ness' layout. after testing so many brushes, colours [u noe how many colours there are] & fonts. she cant use the pic. *knocks head on wall. ahhhH! my hard work. bleah... nvm. im proud of it. lols. =)

haha. 格斗's first episode rocks... lots. uhhuh. yx they all nt liking 老爸 anymore. lol. haha. ok...shall go for dinner then doing physics revision. haha.

oh yes! my grandmother came back from perth yesterday after a 1 wk holiday~ and she got me a roxy bag! omg its so chio can... =) love it love it love it! yayy. my mama rocks!! =)) and she got me this billabong pencil case too. haha. the bag costs 40 bucks. sale!! cheap... haha. nono. reasonable. ok. yepp. very nice.. my mama rocks. muah!! =)

Sonntag, Januar 16
9:39 PM

格鬥天王電視原聲帶

SONGLIST:
1 放手一搏(主題曲/演唱:5566)
2 王者之魂
3 我行我素(演唱:許孟哲/王紹偉)
4 格鬥館的交鋒
5 惡行
6 Magic奇蹟(插曲/演唱:5566)
7 勢如破竹
8 天地無敵
9 原點(插曲/演唱:5566)
10 謎&網
11 Open Arms(插曲/演唱:5566)
12 協奏曲
13 考驗 {shd be by 56 too wad... hmm...}
14 Won't give up永不放棄(片尾曲/演唱:5566)


9:20 PM

the meaning of "sherlene"



These people are intelligent and as clever as the best of them. They are quick-minded and able to perceive the flaws in others' concepts. Their minds scrutinize everything. It is the truth that is their motivating force. They are free spirits who find themselves going contrary to almost everything and everyone. If they are repressed in any way they can become rebellious or self-indulgent and create chaos in their environments. They can accomplish ten times more than anyone else because of their drive and fearlessness. They dare to be great and dare anyone who tries to stop them. If this force is not disciplined and directed, the frustrations can lead to self-destruction because of the inherent mental intensity. This influence contains a profound mental capacity for analysis and deduction, always stimulated by their response to untruth. They are here to right the wrongs of humanity.

Restlessness and change are integral parts of their lives. If there is no challenge in their work, change is impending. They work for, and demand, their independence. Their minds never stop cogitating about things. They are serious and worrisome, and can spend many sleepless nights playing the same mental tunes. Their accomplishments unfortunately do not include the ability to find peace of mind. Only when their lives are motivated by a noble purpose can they begin to feel a deep satisfaction in their work and life, otherwise they search endlessly for the elusive answer to life, and their miseries. They will travel the world either literally or through books in order to satisfy their insatiable need for answers to their questions. They must understand the force that drives them or they will be driven to distraction. Their creative impulse does not conceive any limitations once awakened. They draw from an energy that seems unlimited, but definitely has its limitations when they push themselves too hard.

Their deep sense of responsibility and commitment will drive them to the point of exhaustion. Often it is only through strenuous physical exertion and exhaustion that they can induce a kind of relaxation that serves as a temporary relief from their worries. This is a very mental or intellectual force that has a tremendous insight into things as long as it flows out of the strength of their independence. If they are thwarted in their efforts, their minds can become quite critical and their scepticism can blind them to the truth. Injustice can make them mad and they are formidable fighters. They must learn the great truth, that answers come in the midst of battle only when the fight is impersonal. Truth must be the focus, not getting even. If this influence is misdirected their repression will self-destruct into some form of indulgence. Worry is their nemesis. They would do well to laugh more often. Their criticism of others can become quite intense and holding grudges could be a problem. Holding on to their problems mentally invariably leads to ulcers or other stomach problems.

p.s the jap version of foryou: exile's song for you... its very nice. haha! but 56's version just as nice lahhh... =)


8:35 PM

erm todayy. was supposed to go see roslind's new BOUNCING baby. haha... but had tuition anw... so yeah. did endothermic and exothermic reactions today... and that alex. full of nonsense. 毛毛人! lol... haha. next week gonna do rate of reactions. sigh. which will be coming out for tues' ca. which sucks. bleah. jnrs are going to OBS tmr. bahhh! i wanna go too~ damn. and the SLs get to go again end of may. when we are mugging chi o's. WOW. i so appreciate that. *nods.

had a really very peculiar dream last night. dreamt of 老爸. and he was my amath teacher!! and he SPOKE in ENGLISH and WROTE in CHINESE. erh -_- '''... and yah... den forward to another scene, 老爸 was selling cds!! omg lor. and i asked him whether i could 预购格斗天王原声带. haha!! so amazing. and >> to another scene. i was sitting beside him. and then. these fans mobbed him... and i was like... "这是他的私生活,请不要打扰他..." -- i actually said tt !! then 老爸 said smtg like; "没关系,他也是人..." then i was like eh? then he took my hand, shook it and said "谢谢,谢谢!" ... and BOOM! end of dream. hahahha... so weird lors... oh wells. sp said it was at least better than denyse's swimming dream with 阿甫! haha. lol. tt's funney.

and now... 嘻哈 change to 综艺大喝采... sigh. 1st episode so boring. i like the 奥林匹克 one...and dunno when will it show by then! sigh. =X and then... its full of 台语, which 我一点也不明白. darn! owells. i better go study for chem ca now. on chemical bonding only. got lots more to do... bahhhhh.

Samstag, Januar 15
9:07 PM

todayy. had chinese tuition and amath tuition. did stuffs in between. oh yes. changing tuition days from next week onwards cos we changed trng days. BLAH! so 麻烦. but on the bright side, i can study more on monday!! yay. LOL. =) amath today. went on doing prelim qns. and the stupid tkgs ca one... ca alr like wad shit. wah lao... and then mr ng said that all tkgians are like... math pros. and i was like E R H. -.- are you kidding me? if im a math pro i wouldnt be there alr. arhhhhh... i better buck up. amath gets 'funner' when i know more of a certain topic. yay! haha.

then today. uploaded 格斗其抢先看 on mie bloggie! yay. haha. 20 mins lors. it ROCKS. esp when 英崎 was on the playground horse, then he was talking to 优里, then he was like HA哈! HA哈! HA哈! then he F E L L off. and 优里 was like kan-cheong-ing. and he so cute... prop himself up and said smtg... wahahahhaha! i was laughing like siao. damn cute seh!! =) haha and when 宇桥 almost kissed 优里, i almost died-ed. haha. then she punched him. *ahem. yep... 20 mins only. but very very nice... 阿甫 act damn cute lorhs!! the 老爸 act abit too 酷... haha. oh wells. tmr!! shall go dl again. lalalalala.

ooh dad's changing com! yay. erm. no yay actually. cos i hafta shift everything back and forth. and my own com is like. bonk. 发神经了! so 讨厌. anw, gotta go do remaining hwk, before... i have to study 6 chapts of chem tmr for tues' CA. argh. ok. byebye. to all: enjoy the preview before tmr's 1st episode! =) lol.

-i'm must be contented,
coz out there, are many
more unfortunate ones than me.

Freitag, Januar 14
9:30 PM

oooh crap. today was pretty boring lahhs... erhhh... physics. i tink ms tee's a good teacher man. haha. but she needs to joke more? hmmx. anw... amath. did differentiation again. week 3 ca... realli need to work work work!!! i just pray i wont get single digit for tues' one. blah. half the class failed. wow. ='(

then... ne learning journey. it was pretty crap. since the majority of the time spent was listening to them talk abt SAGE and the briefing. boring man. i'd rather interact more with the elderly!! hmprhs. then we went to tampines there... evergreen circle. the senior activity centre. the old folks were so nice. haha. then they talk talk talk... the ah-ma there... oldest is 89 i tink!! imagine that man! haha... uhhuh. i missed my mama. i hope she gets smtg from me from perth. haha. my mama is enjoying herself [she totally deserves it =)] while im suffering here. SIGH. mama!! dwayne tan must learn to treasure mama. cos my mama rocks. =) and she learned english just to communicate with us grandchildren. my mama is so 伟大. =) haha. so yeapps. i better go do more stuffs... homework. gtg study for tues' chem!! *prays harder and harder as the days go by* arh. damn.

trng. accd to kristen. uncle andy "classified" us. and im in group 1... but since today steffi, amelia and i were absent, dunno whether some have to move down to grp 2. which is lame cos grp 1 and 2 are sec3s&4s and grp 3 are sec2s. which is like grp 1 and 2 are B Div de lah! so its like... useless... sigh. oh wells. anw... "wont give up" 大首播 alr!! yayyay! haha... omg... i actually thot the first part didnt sound like xiezhi... and i tot i had the wrong song =X haha. but he sounded really different... if you heard the song for the 1st time, i wouldnt noe 56 sang it. lol. PAISEH PAISEH. i'll post it up when its cleaned up. LOL. haha.

Donnerstag, Januar 13
8:22 PM

ugh. stupid messenger. something cropped up with it. blah. and yest, cbox screwed up too. wows. sigh. im like taking naps everyday now... i cant go back to sec 3 life alr. cos things are different. and im detesting every min of it. totally like 度秒如年 man... its not 日,its 秒! UGH. anw, 格斗 gonna show this sat in tw... guess i'll be dl it... but i dont think i'll have the time to go watch it. like 少攻, too. and i have to start revising fully on chinese alr. 4 more months. =(

today... amath. did more differentiation. haha. the qns are abit different. oh wells. same applications tho. and... i dont like the prelim qns. bleah.

im actually sort of hoping 56 will come. but i bet they wont come until 格斗杀青s... which is prob like mid/end feb? and they wont come for no particular reason. like they'll come for 格斗宣传.. o_0 cos 西街 was like with chn U... so uhhuh. so. their 3rd album? haha. which is like dunno when. 183 club!! ehlo was on 完娱 yest!! haha =) so handsome. haha. okok. im dl it now. lol. oops. better cut down on my dl lerh... shhh! =X

oh yes! mr ang wee jin is a total MCP. which also = Most Chubby Pig. accd to serene. haha. so funny!!! hahahhahahaha... okok. i gonna research on china now. for history. which reminds me of... T A U P O K!! ahha... getting taupok-ed sounds damn fun can. i thot they'll like remain on top of that poor taupok-ed person like forever. but once they pile on... they get off just as fast too! haha. but i wouldnt wanna be the one kena-ing... haha. damn funny lor. mr k ang... haha... the way he vented his anger. and tt parent whose child studies in a "premier JC in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area"... abit too ... exaggerated hor... haha. wad... "let's put taupok back into where it should be, in a delicious bowl of noodles", wah lao. abit too... -.- right. hahahah. so funneh!!! omg. our class was laughing like shit can. ok.

haha. directly quoted from the parent;
"According to my son, the violent act is dubbed 'taupok', a reference to a highly compressible piece of brown beancurd. A student would shout 'taupok' and other students would pounce on the targeted person, drag him down forcefully and climb on top of him. Due to peer pressure, more and more students would join in until the stack of bodies is about a metre high. "
"Supposing that an average person weighs 60kg, a typical group of 15 would weigh almost a tonne. Just as a person cannot survive without air for three minutes, I am very sure that the human backbone cannot bear the sheer weight of a thousand kilograms. [erm... -_-]"
"I write this letter in the sincere hope of preventing a tragedy. Hopefully, we can keep 'taupok' where it belongs - in that delicious bowl of noodles." --this abit... the... HA! HA! ... lol.

Mittwoch, Januar 12
7:11 PM

happy birthday elis!! =)


ooh lala. erms my whole body's aching right now. argh. i hate gym =X anw. gotta go eat dinner now before heading for tuition. blah. today was not very nice. esp during LEGACY. didnt really like it. *ahem. crappp. yeah. then blah blah. nth much happened. and i dont noe how to do amath. the cylinder and the sector one. haha. rect and trapezium i noe!!! haha. okok. shall go eat before im gonna be late alr. byebye.

somewhere out there,
my angels are waiting for me.
-love ya loads. *muah.


Dienstag, Januar 11
8:30 PM

had the ohmygawding
ohsosickening amath ca
today. wad the hell lor.
miss yeo set qns like...
not on those MAJOR
sec 3 topics can!! hello!?
grrh. and i went to study
circular measure and
coordinate geometry so hard.
bah. i wont be dropping
a math anyway.
it'll be sucha waste.
and i am quite sure
my math will be better
with tuition. except that
i just started and on a new
topic which hasnt been
tested yet. so yeah.
was kinda practicing diff
while mrs geh was teaching
during class. tee hee. haha.
sigh. oh wells.
amath ca sucked. tt's it.
and my idiotic cousin
DWAYNE TAN KIOK PIN
sucks too. ooh.
get lost if you're reading
this. cos u're gonna
get it from me. SOON.
anw. blah blah. did this
layout the whole afternoon.
just slacked man.
im too tired anw.
my muscles are all aching.
havent trained for so long.
oh yes. uncle andy says
my release is good!!
the rest.. approach,
accuracy avr. only
i shall work on it!!
and i dont wanna go to
the old folks home on fri!!
i wanna go train! tho my
muscles are KILLIN me.
and great. there's PT tmr!!
NOOO~~ yuckx. hate it.
esp under mr zaini. -.-
*sobs. blahblah. yeah.
so tt's abt all. byebye.

;i must perservere on...
aim for the skies! i can do it.

Montag, Januar 10
7:42 PM

ladeeda.
ooh. i so loved training today.
it seemed like uncle billy was
gonna train the "creme of the crop"
only. HURHUR. so he'll train
those who MAKE IT to the selections.
hmmm. going at the rate im gg,
i dont think im there. YET.
took some time off busy schedule
to type this blardy post.
shits. i like... practically said hello
to the gutter throughtout
trng today cans. bleah.
horrible. out-of-touch alr!!!
PE today was fun. played
capt's ball. we won 21-2. HURHUR.
=) my team rocked. great passing
skills man!! yay. haha.
and erh. yeah. amath.
asked mrs geh lotsa qns.
praying tt she's gonna use tmr's
1st period to revise again.
cos she hasnt touched all those
heavy topics like circular measure =( and
coordinate geometry =( and
trigo =(. AHHHHHH!
save me. im so gonna die from
an overdose of studying.
shit. ok. i gg to cont studying le.
i must do it. wouldnt wanna
drop amath at all. no, no.

Sonntag, Januar 9
8:43 PM

total crap.
im supposed to study
amath now.
yes i am.
stupid xiha.
stupid renci.
poor amath text & tys.
they're missing me alr.
*snort.
wahahaha. chem tuition.
gunpowder boy. -.-
and yes. last night.
SHE concert.
DAMN. wish i had
been there. like. ed said
they were totally nice.
oh wells. id never miss
56's concert. im gg this year.
i dont care. april. praying for that.
or june would be nice.
uhhuh. amath ca on tues.
a ca all sec4s are fearing man.
it like depends on whether
we have ta drop am.
which im certainly not keen
on. after discovering my love
for differentiation. LOL. =)
*winks. haha. oh wells.
back to studying. lots
more chapters left to
cover. UGH. all sec3
topics. thanks.

Samstag, Januar 8
1:07 PM

ayee. yest. was pretty relaxing? as in... after school ended larhs. during school. ss. mdm hassan asked us abt current affairs. and she picked me to tell the class what i felt abt the tsunamis. great. like i have been watching the news... well, i do. but not like. 2 days ago?... bleah. so i just had to... well. say smtg. argh. and then emath. cumulative frequency spring test. ok lah... nt sure abt the 40th percentile thingy tho. hope i do ok... physics was erh. ms tee. she's scary can?... but i think under her pressure, lots of us are doing homework and handing them up on time alr. =) lol. then eng. damn diagnostic test man! wth! its like. what's there to write about?... typical lahs. was like anticipating it anw. so yepp. crapped through. history, did sbq. and amath. practiced p&c again. mon's revision, tues' ca then thurs' differentiation! yay. haha. i love differentiation! i love am!! yay. =/

yepp. went to orchard to yu gou gedou ost yest after sch. met ed @ HOS. blah blah. walked around town... and then... went HMV, helped yx find her ken cd... then walked to kino to see ed's SHE play mag. then. supreme. wah lao. i was like helping grace ask lah... i said... "erh... may i know whether we can yu gou the gedoutianwang ost here?..." then the woman was like trying to find the receipt thingy if u preorder... then i sed, "erh. im helping my friend ask, you see..." then the other woman SNAPPED at me. "WE DUNNO YET! call back next week." wah lao... wad attitude is tt? then this tourist (ang-moh) was like asking, "may i know whether you have english meditation vcds here?" then the same woman who snapped at me was like," NO! ALL CHINESE..." wah lao. sucky man. ugh. horrible. yepp. walked like shit. was tired. then went back alr. nutthing much. came back and went ol. helped yl upload woaini. phew. it works. haha... wqyl. shanwei nt there. ='( got shaowei. and li wei lian!! ugh. his mandarin sucks man. like. go get ur mandarin fixed lahs. uhhuh. today gg to have amath tution again. i dont want my spring test back. :/ and yes. i'll prolly put up 放手一搏 soon. full song. yay! and then 爱... by the 群星~ got jungiery stars... leehom, mayday, angela, fanyichen, renxianqi, 哈林, wuzhongxian, tanya, evonne, liangjingru... etc etc... ! nice seh... its the michael jackson song. and 7 mins long!! whoa right. haha.

Donnerstag, Januar 6
9:02 PM

erhh. today. nth much. chem pract.
i so need to pre-order the OST.
darn it. cant find time.
and i gotta let dad see my study
time-table like... SOON.
uhhuh. i shall devote 24/7 of my
life as a 15-yr-old to studying.
wows. im so happy.
i found sucha passion in studying!!!
-.- shit larhhh... i hate it.
and im gonna emphasize this
every single day! urgh.
sickening. and yes.
thank god mrs geh's
teaching differentiation next week.
and thank god mr ng has started it
early. and damn! we have to
use differentiation like.. 24/7 for
the rest of our lives. halleluah!
= wow. oh wells. it isnt bad.
and i love amath now.
oh boy, yes i do!! wahaha.
ok. i shall go and study for
emath springy tmr... if not,
miss lui will just, erhh... yell @ us.
uhhuh. and yes, last nite wanyu--
got 183 club!! shalalalala~ yahoo!
黃玉榮 damn cute cans. haha.
but maybe he's abit shy.
he seems the quietest amongst
all of em!! but... he's the nicest.
*nods profusely*
uhhuh... oh yes he is!!
lalalalala. ok. byebye.

Mittwoch, Januar 5
10:00 PM

im trying very hard to carry on with my life.
it just so sucks. bleah. i hate those talks.
i hate the pressure. i hate my life.
and i really admire my seniors.
and if they manage to pull through it,
why cant i? if only...

just came back from amath.
bleah. "shock therapy" is not helpful.
thank you very much, ms tee.
but i have to admit, i do NOT agree with
your methods of torturing us.
cos. it simply does NOT work for me.
and mr ng, is another one, applying
"shock therapy" on us. THANKS. =
wow. i so freakin prepared to do the test.
like hello? differentiation test>> 1st week!!
urgh. oh wells. i... sorta managed to do some!
but am not gonna be like the top few. DUH!.
shits. today @ school. let's see. nth very much
interesting. and school ended early!! yay!!! =)
haha. but it wont be so next week.
cos i bet mr zaini will make us do gym.
actually, he will lah. as so what amellia said.
shits. i totally hate gym. and yes.
gym=PE. and now. PE=miss ann!.
*strangles myself* omg.
yes. and she'll tell everyone to tuck in
our shirts so as not to "expose too much"...
when's she's exposing like... ALOT herself.
how ironic eh?... hmmmx. shits.
my life is sucha goner. but i have to endure.
i just have too. is that my kind of life?

oh wow. lookie-wookie !
"黃玉榮外表看似性格粗曠,但是其實個性粉害羞,而且相當聽從女友的話,像是女友若叫他做什麼,他就會照做,而且遲到也無怨言,非常貼心又溫柔,若要選男友,黃玉榮可能是最多女生喜歡的類型喔!"
wahahhaha... omg!! i love huang yu rong!!! =) wheesh.

Dienstag, Januar 4
8:23 PM

errh. today wasnt very very good.
im stressed. O'level talks.
wad crap "shock therapy"...
and yes. more pressure from trs!
damn. urgh. i hate sec 4.
and im gonna hate it my whole
life on... it totally sucks. beeg time.
i better cherish my online time
while i still can. before life
gets even busier...
i dont like our physics teacher.
urgh. her EYES are intimidating.
darting here and there.
oh please. but maybe,
she's the one who will get
us to work? oh wells.
sigh. i so hate my life now.
miss lui showed us the
emath/amath results
statistics during em today.
whoa... a math!! >90% passes.
sobbbb.and the grades, would
usually stop at a c6?
i really have to buck up.
and im looking forward to mrs
geh teaching differentiation. =)
haha. hopefully. i can excel with
tuition now? i dunno...haha.
but i have to accept everything.
and take it in my stride.
and yes, the sch's idea to have
a combined recess is UNBELIEVABLE.
ok. so we let the jnrs go and have
their recess first. great. then. they
dilly-dally and take their time there
and then when we get our food
and find a place to sit, recess is abt
to end alr.. so wad's the use?
wad's the use of us letting them
go first, and they like...
dont cooperate? UGH.
not that im biased to the juniors.
but. please, do cooperate.
let us go easier on our stomachs.

Montag, Januar 3
7:00 PM

3 great songs by wangleehom to recommend. real nice. =) haha. gtg study ss le. die lahhh. ='(

放開你的心

詞:王力宏/崔惟楷  曲:王力宏

baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now and 放開你的心
baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now just 放開你的心

Now dance

為什麼抱著懷疑 愛並不是都擁有自私自利 雖然難免一些壞記憶
讓愛情失去吸引力 不再有趣 日子還是要過下去 不管是笑或哭泣
所以 別停止好奇 其實生活充滿驚喜
yeah yeah 跟規則道別 yeah yeah 跟我的感覺
yeah yeah 跟過去道別 跟挫折道別 跟著我的感覺

baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now and 放開你的心
baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now just 放開你的心

Now dance,
ooh ooh 笑或哭別在乎 ooh ooh 贏或輸別在乎

偶爾要解開自己 領帶太緊太難以呼吸 重複每一天整齊劃一
到底你是獨立個體 還是機器 別忘記誰都有權力 選擇心情高或低
所以 快跳出井底 明天的精采可以預期
yeah yeah 跟規則道別 yeah yeah 跟我的感覺
yeah yeah 跟過去道別 跟挫折道別 跟著我的感覺

baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now and 放開你的心
baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now just 放開你的心

Now dance,
ooh ooh 笑或哭別在乎 ooh ooh 贏或輸別在乎
我真的愛你 我真的愛你 我真的愛你 ooh yeah
baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now and 放開你的心
baby 我愛你 快樂永遠來得及 so come on now just 放開你的心


竹林深處


詞:王力宏 曲:王力宏/崔惟楷

把黑與白舞成一幅潑墨 哀與愁在幽篁裡尋找解脫
把光與影佈置成你與我 情由我定奪 下筆濃淡在我
oh oh 哪裡還有地方 oh oh 能夠自在飛翔
oh oh 疑有樂音悠揚 oh oh 心靈自有天堂

多麼美麗的竹林深處 在這裡我會等

詩情畫意的竹林深處 在這裡我愛上你
多麼自然的竹林深處 在這裡我會 (come on)
世外桃源的竹林深處 找回原始的我和你

這凡間有太多因果 任憑歲月洗去對錯
時空輪迴唯讀有我 把情感寫下清晰輪廓
oh oh 哪裡還有地方 oh oh 能夠自在飛翔
oh oh 疑有樂音悠揚 oh oh 心靈自有天堂

多麼美麗的竹林深處 在這裡我會等
詩情畫意的竹林深處 在這裡我愛上你
多麼自然的竹林深處 在這裡我會 (come on)
世外桃源的竹林深處 找回原始的我和你

隱士墨客 用一節一枝一梢一葉一筆一畫
揮毫將高風亮節人生態度全都寫下
提耐之間已作了文人雅士沉默的表達
千年之後依舊等待明月的回答
彈一曲小調吟唱忘掉所有的奢華
飄泊落幕以後哪裡才是最後的家
只有在竹林深處裡能夠找到解答

多麼美麗的竹林深處 在這裡我會等
詩情畫意的竹林深處 在這裡我愛上你
多麼自然的竹林深處 在這裡我會 (come on)
世外桃源的竹林深處 找回原始的我和你

Zing Zing

多麼美麗的竹林深處 在這裡我會等
詩情畫意的竹林深處 在這裡我愛上你
多麼自然的竹林深處 在這裡我會 (come on)
世外桃源的竹林深處 找回原始的我和你


星座 [[this song damn cute lor.. haha. mars vs venus]] lolx.

詞:王力宏/陳鎮川 曲:王力宏

山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座
金牛雙子巨蟹座
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座
女人的心 千變萬化
山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座
金牛雙子巨蟹座
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座
女人的心 千變萬化

如果說女人才十二種不同
愛情不會讓男人那麼的頭痛
那麼心動之前記得開口
問一問星座才能進攻
可惜感情遠比星星複雜
身在其中換做誰都無法自拔
一肚子的疑惑誰能回答
愛情印正在星座神話

信不信 心誠則靈
天空把答案都藏的好美麗
倒可以 多點信心
我為了瞭解愛的神秘下定決心
誰中意 星座話題
來告訴我哪一顆星應該怎麼搞定
可惜天氣 陰晴不定
bala bala bala now dance

山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座
金牛雙子巨蟹座
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座
女人的心 千變萬化
山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座
金牛雙子巨蟹座
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座
女人的心 千變萬化

古老的發明如今瘋狂流行
是否因為太多人曾為愛傷心
不期望愛只是需要幸運
寧可相信一切都是命
努力研究星座找尋線索
該怎麼說該怎麼做該怎麼掌握
像個學生一樣努力用功
下次愛情能一路順風

信不信 心誠則靈
天空把答案都藏的好美麗
倒可以 多點信心
我為了瞭解愛的神秘下定決心
誰中意 星座話題
來告訴我哪一顆星應該怎麼搞定
可惜天氣 陰晴不定
就好像妳 捉摸不定

okay 大家會了嗎
其實很簡單
所有的星座從一到十二月這樣子
預備 山羊水瓶..
沒有了
what
結束了
但是 no no no 我們還有一次
come on 大家一起來唱 come on

山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座
金牛雙子巨蟹座
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座
山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座 (oh)
金牛雙子巨蟹座 (我不懂這些星座問題 女人的話題)
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座
山羊水瓶雙魚牡羊座
金牛雙子巨蟹座 (金牛座是我的星座 女人的心千變萬化)
獅子處女天秤天蠍射手座


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whoa... wonder when will 56 come here to sign OST... lolx. like no way! unless its xi jie... which like... cooperated with channel u... so yeah. guess i'll just hafta wait til the vcd comes out.

today. awful day. lotsa bad news coming in... wth man. ss ca tmr. 55 mins. half-seq, half-sbq. oh halleluah! =.= oh purlease. i PRAY HARD that i can survive sec 4. next week a math ca. and if we fail that friggin ca, we might be forced to drop that subject. week 3: chem ca. then week 4: a math ca again. 我的妈呀!help me. someone. im gonna die soon. orientation. class bonding- blah blah. and yes. mr ang stayed with us. haha... new fm, miss lui... which i tink we're pretty fortunate, considering she's the math HOD and she's gonna help us improve. =) haha...so its a blessing in disguise? sigh. being on the highest level isnt nice. bleah. i dont like the ceiling. and from tmr onwards, its gonna be real real... fast-paced. shits. *hhoo-zaaa* relax.. i must tell myself to relax. before i admit myself to woodbridge before may comes.


quote of the day: from 格斗天王~
当你跌落谷底时,别灰心,至少接下来你每跨出的一步都是向上的!

Sonntag, Januar 2
11:20 PM

erh. i shall update tmr kae. busy. korkor darryl's gg back. sch tmr. bye.

Samstag, Januar 1
7:11 PM

haha. 1/1/05. wows. so fast. a year is gone. happy new year!!! oh sighs.
which means in 11 months, we'll have our O's. dammnit...

spent the whole of last night eyeing the tv for 56 @ the tvbs countdown. and they didnt appear! thankss so much. and dear 500 was singing on and on. urgh. *^5 sP* wah lao... =.= 56!! 要耍大牌 izit? say wanna go for 5 场 but never made it to all! sheesh. anw i dl the other countdowns ler. so no worries. and yes, heard tt sg govt gonna ban BT downloading.. wth!! grrh. nvm.. i shall dl as much as i can, while its not totally official yet. [or is it?] noooo! bahhh. so irritatin!!!

went to east coast laguna last night to eat dinner. yay. haha. almost got small tsunami man!! started raining so heavily... and the winds were very strong. haha. ok. -.- had cuttlefish and satay and blah blah... =) haha.

went out for lunch @ bedok with korkor darryl and and clara che2...then went to bedok central.. ate desert, went to giant, bot stuffs. came back.. then went back home to take my xbox game [pgr2] + controller to play wid dw... den later, kor2 darryl and clara che2 played too... funneh sia!! haha... waiting for each other and banging each other like bumper cars. hahahah!! funney and fun too~~ =) lolx

a new year, a new beginning, new obstacles, new goals. a new me?
i wouldnt noe. and pray, that everyone around me, plus i, will always be healthy, happy and safe. =)


desired
To be happy! =D
dark Chocolates!
purple gold earrings
rhinestone earphones
tiffany&co heart necklace
BAPE trucker cap
Don't Don digital disc
Teukie's earring I
Teukie's earring II
SJ-M's 迷 (Me)
Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album
態度 tee
Evisu jeans
white long strap bag
Coach long wallet
Adidas shoes[x]
movies to catch:
Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)
Vantage Point (20/03)
Street Kings (10/04)
Definitely, Maybe (10/04)
Made of Honour (15/05)
Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05)
Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05)
21 (19/06)
*go japan again! :)
*get driving license!
*Skiing after A's
*holiday somewhere cool in Jan08!
*hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08
*Nintendo DS Lite
*visit all the Disneylands!
[ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ]
*learn japanese
*learn korean
*Achieve to enter desired uni!
*Pass well for Phy!
*Sony Vaio CR35G
*Samsung G600
*pull through JC1
*survive JC2!!!
*a peaceful world to live in... =]
*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)

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